Monday, May 22, 2006
hmmm....
Busy week in camp as usual.... times passes rather fast. Its already my 8 mth in the army and soon it will all be over. Questions of my future lingers suspiciously around all corners of my thoughts and many things will affect the decision i am gonna eventually make. Am i gonna study overseas and spend a chunk of money and time away from my family and loves one ? or WHy not try to apply for local uni and can have my normal part of life in tact...?
Worked OT on saturday for the NDP rehersal starting from as early as 0630hr and eventually finishing at ard 2030hr at night. Absolutly amazing abt the marching but its burning my every saturday which is already quite precious to me.
Rushed a cab to Marina GV to watch " Da Vinci Code" with my sisters and her.. It was a 2 1/2hr movie which talked alot abt how God doesnt exist and stuff .... something that i strongly dont agree as miracles have happened far too often to not believe His existence...
i qoute
" I have come into the world as a light, so that no one who believes in me should stay in darkness" John 12:46 <-- and He has indeed shown me the light and the miracles and love.. everything that i was once lacking has been filled to overflow..
Everythings changing and i dun feel the same...... Everyones different nowadays, i once remember a friend who told me this " Time changes everything including ppl and thinkings..." and its good to see ppl around me all growing up. But yet sad to see ppl extremly close to be aging..... i know and can feel the end which is near and avoiding it is inevitable. i have to set new resolutions to stick a stronger bond with my family whom have been my insipration when things are not well. Had dinner with dad and her today at Pasi Panjang where we ate " illegal " food -- In accordance to my mum , eating cockles and shell food are unhealthy -- and its such a enjoyable dinner .. oh yah i helped my sister with her project where i learned a few words today ... example are : " Salades , Poissions, Poulet , Bon Appetite , Bouret " .... all these are french words if u are wondering. Oh yah , my connection with my sister has indeed strengthened too and i believe it was the power of God whom made it all possible... she has grown up too.....
I am praying now... praying for God's miracle everywhere .. praying for my love ones to stay healthy ... especially her whom often fall sick becoz of stress in sch and stuff... i definitly enjoy my time with her. She is my insipration , someone whom i look forward everyday towards... and someone who i can forsee myself to be with for a long time.. today we watched " Before Sunrise" at my house and its so sweet and the movie reminds me to thank God and cherish her .... Thank You ..... I am Zeeee Zebraaa n she is e Hipapatoemush.... hahahah
posted @ 12:59 AM
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