Tuesday, July 04, 2006
I'm home on a monday afternoon ? OhmiGosh .... hahah after so many months .. actully 9mnths in the army and this is one of those few rare times. !!
Today is suppose to be my physio day ... got to do some heat treatment and rotatary back exercises to increase the power and strength e back... its also these few sessions that i will find out if i will have to attend a MRI Scan on my back which might downgrade me from my current Pes Statues and undergo a operation... but yup... i can feel the back getting so much stronger now... at least i can finish a soccer game. : ) CHeers wor
Last sunday's NDP was a magnificient one... saw the whole parade and also got to meet up with a few of my Tekong frens.. everyone seems to be doing fine and that section buddy of mine whose name is JUNHONG -- Guys beware of him -- actually called me and pretended to be one of those MIndef guys, telling me that i am transfered to 1st Guards... hahh *faints* but at least everyone whom i manage to find out where they are are doing perfectly Fine......
SHould i be happY or not? <-- > MY CELL GRP IS MULTIPLYING.... i should be feeling exalerated but on the other hand , abit of uncertainty.... i hope no one backslides... i was one of those from the previous church i used to attend . Took some neo-prints -- its been ages since i last took one-- with my sisters and hahahaha man it was extremly funny... 15 more mnths till e end of my army life... should i persue my calling of attending SOT and be a missionarian of God... a preacher and a tool for Him or should i stick to my role as a fillial son and work for the "brighter" future of this life and yet not being able to get close to God and His works?
Everyday in the army , i tot of the life that came by me... the days where i have enjoyed and left fruitless and the days where i burned midnight oil but to no result ... but yet His glory still shines so brightly on my face... that often i am blinded by it. . " Often man wants to be the light of the world yet afraid to get contaminated by it . "
God is indeed God... for He can eat with sinners and never be stained by them..... He sat with Tax collectors , gonverners and yet influencing them is always natural .... Every man in this dark world is attracted to His brightness , just like how moth is attracted to light ...
All these came down to my tots... why cant i help everyone that came by my life? why cant i share the worries and troubles of all my frens and all those in need ? why cant i this and why cant i dat .. yet many a times , i just realised too that i am one person .... WHAT CAN 1 PERSON DO ? Its written on the bible , for those who obey HIm and follow His teachings will be able to command the angels and do miracles... Yes i agree and have faith in this...
PS : I guess many things i wrote u guys wont understand ... hahah just wrote out of my feeling ... welll ... Cheers .... Must stay in contract .. i mean contact
posted @ 1:28 AM
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